Only When I Am Asleep

How could we say forever when i can only think of you when i'm asleep........many times you told me to stay focus on things i should do, but my heart still yearns for you.....i feel like i am being neglected sometimes but you will suddenly appear and disappear again like a jack-in-the-box..
occasionaly, i feel glad and thankful you are there.....that at least you are safe although we are separate by distance all the time.....
i keep wondering if there is really sumthing special in me that make you want to hold on.....while i am the one always having no confidence at all......
you got me spinning round and round, but you'll give me good advices in my darkest moments.....
the memories that we have, i'll cherish always as they only happen once in my lifetime.......
you do have very strict principles, while i am the one that could be swept over just by a gust of wind........i do hope sumday we could each find an understanding in each other.
if that sumday never happen, at least we have the chance to know each other although not spiritually........and we could be just friends then........
i just want a normal life with sumone that could know me well and spiritually too.......

a song sung by The Corrs always get me thinking about u......" Only When I'm Asleep "

that's all i want to say.......